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Suicide, Sangha, Satanism, & Sonnets
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Suicide, Sangha, Satanism, & Sonnets

Two gay men talk about riding out into deep spiritual waters
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Today, I had the opportunity to have a great dialogue with my newest friend,

, a writer and former leader within the Satanic Temple. He is almost at 1000 subscribers!, so after you listen to this, go subscribe to Sacred Tension.

Stephen shares insights into why he no longer identifies with Satanism, emphasizing the distinction between being an “ex-” versus “post-” something, which gives a nuanced understanding of his relationship with religion. I echo his struggle to engage with faith properly, being raised in a predominantly Christian cultural context.

Additionally, we touch on a number of other topics such as religious archetypes and symbols within imaginal reality, the role of monasticism in mental health, the challenges of navigating personal belief systems, the brutal aspects of male vulnerability, and embracing the contours of deviance as gay men.

Some of the pieces referenced in our chat include:

Sacred Tension
A Field Guide to the Divine
For years now, I’ve said that I don’t believe in God. But what does this mean? God, it turns out, is complicated. Like most things, putting God under the microscope is more confounding than one would like…
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Sacred Tension
Bipolar Monasticism
Several readers have asked for details on how I manage bipolar II disorder. Surviving mental illness — surviving at all, for that matter — requires developing a system of structures and rules for maintaining a good life. For the past decade, I have committed myself to cultivating a life that reduces the likelihood of mental suffering…
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Sacred Tension
What Does It Feel Like to Be a Man?
Hafiz was asked: what does it feel like to be a man? His answer…
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detailed large waves. deep sea, layers, very detailed | Stable Diffusion

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